MAGGIE'S MONDAY MADNESS
Listening, of course, involves hearing, but do we really hear? Do we really listen?  We listen/hear conversations, we hear music, we hear noises, but do we listen with other parts of our bodies?  Sometimes when I listen to really good music, whether it has words or not, I can feel the music in my heart.  I listen with my ears and eyes, I can picture what I am hearing, for instance now as I am typing this I am listening to music with nature sounds.  I can see the waves crashing on the shore, I see the birds flying over head, I can smell the salty air, I feel the heat of the sun.
We don't take enough time each day to really, really take in our environment, maybe while we are on vacation
then we may sit on the beach and close our eyes and take in what is around us.  But everyday is an opportunity to be able to do this.  If you live in a big city, you may hear traffic, walk by a coffee shop and hear the people outside enjoying sitting and talking to friends, laughing, crying, or just being silent.

Sometimes at night when I can't sleep, if it's nice outside I will open my window and listen to what is going on outside, mostly I hear traffic because we live near a major street, but in between the cars, when it is quite I can hear an owl and sometimes there is 2 of them that will 'hoot' back and forth to each other.
During the day at my house at anytime you can walk outside and hear birds everywhere, calling to their own, or communicating to others that this is my territory.  Everything has a sound, but sometimes it may be something we don't want to hear, a car with a loud muffler, a t.v. or stereo that is blaring,  if it's too loud it can be uncomfortable.

But really try this week and in the coming months to take time to use your sense of hearing, it is a wonderful gift from God that not everyone has received. Some of us are blessed with great hearing, like myself, I have very sharp hearing and can hear the tiniest of sounds, sometimes this is great, other times not so much. Others may not be so lucky to have good hearing or be able to hear at all.  Take advantage of it, use it, and enjoy it.

Until next time, make every moment, action, word, or deed count.
Next time I will address the sense of smell        MMM
MAGGIE'S MONDAY MADNESS
So it has been a while since I have really had anything to blog about and even now I do and I don't
Hummm, you are wondering??? What does this mean?
I have a lot of things going on in my life that I am not ready to reveal, but all in good time my pretty,
all in good time.

Life definitely keeps me on my toes, it comes and goes, so quickly.
In just 27 days my nephew is getting married, even though I didn't give birth to and raise
him, to me, the time has flown by so quick.  I have been involved in his life since day one.
He has really grown up and proven himself to be an outstanding, responsible young man.
So that is one thing that has been going on to think about, looking for a dress to wear and
shoes to go with it.

The other thing that is major right now, I am not able to really go into about, but someday it
will come out. 
It's sad how you can work hard for something, hang on to that something and then have to let
it go if that's what needs to be done.
Everyday when you get out of bed, you have a chance to start all over, ask forgiveness, make a
wrong right, make a new friend, help an old friend or you never know what that day will bring, it
will you give you unlimited opportunties to start a fresh.

So make everyday count to the best of your abilities.........

Maggie
MAGGIE'S MONDAY MADNESS
I went to the specialist on Tuesday, and there was really nothing new to do.  He just said keep doing what you are doing.  I was disappointed of course, I was hoping that something new may have been discovered or there was something new to try but that was not the case.

So I will continue to live my life without complaint and would comply with my doctors, but I won't give up 
hope and will also continue to search for answers on my own.

I know that there is a source of Power much bigger than any medical institutions out there and will always have
faith in that.

Until next time make every minute count...........MMM
MAGGIE'S MONDAY MADNESS
To avoid any Monday madness, I got the opportunity to spend some time this weekend out in nature with the bright sun shining on my head (boy do I need the vitamin D) and the stress relief.  Or maybe just maybe I'll
skip Monday and go
straight for Tuesday.  Well the latter is not possible but this week my madness will actually be on Tuesday.
For those of you that know me well, know that I have a rare blood disorder that I have been battling for almost
3 years.  On Tuesday morning I will have the chance to visit one of Florida's finest medical/teaching facilities.
I will be going there to seek a second opinion on my condition and to hopefully get advice that will change my 
course of treatment so that I may have better quality of life.  I don't think I will find a cure, but will be happy
to be able to maybe have a different treatment plan.

 Over the course of  3 years I have endured 3 surgeries and many many needle sticks, sometimes 3 or 4
per one appointment.  As I sit there in my chair watching other patients go through their own private 
tortures I think to myself that I am thankful that I am not having poisons pumped into my body hoping
against all odds that that drip of meds will save, cure, or prolong my life.  I have had a lot of pain  but 
never once do I complain, I am thankful that I don't have to fight for my life everyday like someone with
cancer.  I don't know what this condition that I have will do to my body in the long term, I know the risk
and know what could happen if I don't stay on top of it but I do know that it is not destroying my body
one cell at a time.  I pray for those people that I see around me and hope that their suffering is for not,
I hope that someday their hair will grow back and that they will be well and strong again to take a fun
vacation, or live to see their children or grandchildren grow up, or that they will get to grow up and go to 
college.

No one is promised tomorrow, you may not even get to finish today, but I will strive to keep appreciating all the time I do have.
I want to get to keep taking pictures of nature and hopefully one day get to see
them publish (okay big dream) but hey you never know.
Until next time make it ALL count...............MMM
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oh and speaking of pictures I knew you would all be waiting for them here's a couple that I did
take on Saturday

MAGGIE'S MONDAY MADNESS
Sometimes something happens that just completely takes you by surprise, it almost sucks the wind
right out of you lungs.  You have no control over it, you may have control over the outcome some
what but not completely.
You don't know what to do, you ask friends for advice or they give words of encouragement, but
it is still up to you to make up your mind as to which direction you will go.

Life can be cruel, as can people, which neither one can not be controlled.  You can make choices that
affect the rest of your life at a very young age, mostly I am speaking of your teen and early twenties
years.  At that time you may ask friends or family members for advice or they may give it to you
whether you want it or not, some times it is heeded and other times not.  If we could all look
ahead to the future at that time, or look back to the past later on, we would probably make some
very wise decisions.

It sounds so easy to say, choose your friends wisely, choose how you treat people, choose your
careers carefully, but things can happen so fast that you may have to make split second decisions
or you may think that you are making a good choice, to only find out later on that those decisions
weren't the best.  I am not saying that you will be perfect everytime and it is necessary to sometimes
make mistakes to learn for in the future.  As a child, our parents would sometimes step aside and
let you make that final choice, of course they would not put you in danger of losing life or limb but
you may have lost a little diginity or pride.

If you are a person of faith,  whether you pray or not, or to whomever you believe in, it is always
wise to enter into anything with prayerful consideration, or seeking out counsel.
Either way be prepared to live with whatever the result of your choice is.  You may or may not
be able to correct it if it does not turn out the way you wanted it to.

Trust in your heart, listen to your head, and heed advice from someone who may have been there once
or maybe an expert in that field of knowledge.  Never just jump in with both feet or take off running,
because you may not land standing up or you could trip and fall.

Make every moment count
MMM